Monthly Archive for November, 2009

From “The Queen of Spades,” by Alexander Pushkin

Queen of Spades

At last Lisa dropped a letter from her window: “There’s a ball at the *** ambassador’s house tonight. The countess will be there. Here is an opportunity for you to see me alone. Come at half past eleven.”

Hermann trembled like a tiger, waiting for the appointed time. At ten he was already standing in front of the countess’s house. The wind howled and thick wet snow fell; streetlamps cast a dim light. The streets were empty. At times a cabbie would drag by with his meagre jade looking for the last customer. Hermann wore no coat, but he didn’t feel the cold. At last the countess’s carriage arrived. He saw footmen carry out a hunched old woman wrapped in a sable coat. Then Lisa, the countess’s young charge, fresh flowers in her hair and a light cape on her shoulders, slipped into the carriage. The doors closed, the carriage moved along heavily on the wet snow. The doorman went inside and windows went dark. Hermann remained outside the empty house. He went up to the streetlamp and looked at his watch – it was twenty past eleven. He remained under the streetlamp, staring at the watch, waiting for the minutes to pass.

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The only woman I can say for certain that I satisfied

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My brother owns a second home by the sea. When I go there, I run, most mornings, along the beach that arches, grandly, for a mile or so to some rocks. If I feel good and strong, I run on the dry stuff.

One morning I was running. It was grey, misty, still and the sea waves broke and ran listlessly. It had not been raining, but the whole place was wet, as if a low flying cloud had grazed along the coast and forgotten a piece of itself; before it was pushed up over the mountains. On my way back along the beach I saw a large piebald cow stuck, knee deep, in the surf. It was struggling and looked like it would topple at any moment. I ran over and tried to lead it out of the water. It didn’t want to go. I slowly urged it back up the strand to the dunes, then onto some grass where there were other cows grazing.

I started walking back to the house. I looked over my shoulder and there was that cow again, shitting and lumbering straight back down the strand to the sea. I walked on a few steps, then turned and ran back. I got myself between her and the sea, trying to cajole her the other way. Like this, we slowly zig-zagged our way across and down the beach, toward the sea – me shooing, the cow changing direction – until I found myself stomach deep in water, leaning, with all of my useless strength, against her dark, heaving chest. Then she pushed me over; I was submerged and sea-deafened. By the time I got back up, she was past me and almost neck deep in water. I stood there and watched her disappear; then I walked back to the house.

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